One thing which I realise is that I need lots of push to drive myself to write and that push come through extreme emotions flowing in my head. Where my first post was the result of lots of positive thoughts, this 2nd post is a result of lots of turmoil happening in my professional life.
People around me tell me that why don't you learn to be a leader, an 'Always Politically Correct' person, cracking the deals (and showing you are the only one doing them), doing lots of PR starting from the peon of your company to the CEO of the largest FMCG company of India and becoming the 'Business Tycoon' of the world- you know the one everyone wants to be in their professional life. But That's not me; that's not the goal of my life and definitely not the reason of me being in this world. That's not me and I don't wan to be either. Because when I die and even if I am the CEO of the largest media company of Asia Pacific (that's the best I can think of basis on the kind of education and professional experience I have acquired so far); that won't make me happy.
Rather I want to spend some memorable moments with you- just you and me (no calls on my phone, pings on my laptop or update on my BBM); I want to have some crazy trips with my friends; I want to exercise my ass off; I want to learn dancing/horse riding/swimming/skating bla bla bla. I haven't seen Mount Everest so far; haven't been to seven wonders of world and haven't studied at Harvard School (First big university came to my mind; no other reason). I know I won't be able to do all this because I want to be what others want me to be. But, That's not me.
So, please don't push me. Because whatever best I will do; I won't become that. That's not me.
