As the title suggest, this post is really going to be complex. I myself don't know what all I want to write; just that I want to write something and in that process; I want it to be readable (worthy to read).
Ok, so life is not going as I wanted it to be. This is not all for which I have studied so much or have taken so much of pain. The worst part is that I don't know what else should I have done to make it a Successful Happy Life. I am graduated from best of the colleges of India and married to the best person of this world; but still I am unhappy. So I really don't what better could have happened to have a Successful Happy Life.
Then I ask myself is there someone around me whose life I would like to swap with mine or I want to be in his/her shoes. But the answer comes no. So again I end up thinking what should I have done to make my life a Successful Happy Life.
Sometimes, I go philosophical and make myself understand that happiness is nothing material; its just your state of mind. You can feel amazing in a worst place and miserable in the most royal palace with all luxuries. I don't know from where I have acquired this wisdom; but then I again have a question- how to acquire that state of mind to lead a successful Happy Life.
Its long since anything good happened in my life or if at all it happened, I am not able to recognize and acknowledge it.
And, now I have this hesitation to share this post because I don't want the whole world to know that I am not living 'The Successful Happy Life'. I want them to know me only through my FB pics and happy BBM status.
In the meanwhile, will keep looking the mantra of 'Successful Happy Life'. You let me know if you know that.
Ok, so life is not going as I wanted it to be. This is not all for which I have studied so much or have taken so much of pain. The worst part is that I don't know what else should I have done to make it a Successful Happy Life. I am graduated from best of the colleges of India and married to the best person of this world; but still I am unhappy. So I really don't what better could have happened to have a Successful Happy Life.
Then I ask myself is there someone around me whose life I would like to swap with mine or I want to be in his/her shoes. But the answer comes no. So again I end up thinking what should I have done to make my life a Successful Happy Life.
Sometimes, I go philosophical and make myself understand that happiness is nothing material; its just your state of mind. You can feel amazing in a worst place and miserable in the most royal palace with all luxuries. I don't know from where I have acquired this wisdom; but then I again have a question- how to acquire that state of mind to lead a successful Happy Life.
Its long since anything good happened in my life or if at all it happened, I am not able to recognize and acknowledge it.
And, now I have this hesitation to share this post because I don't want the whole world to know that I am not living 'The Successful Happy Life'. I want them to know me only through my FB pics and happy BBM status.
In the meanwhile, will keep looking the mantra of 'Successful Happy Life'. You let me know if you know that.
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